04-30-2005, 02:21 AM
First off, this isn't bullshit. It's not a trolljob. This is me trying to show some class for a change.
I had something personal happen to me this afternoon. I'm not going into detail, as I wouldn't want someone like me relentlessly giving me shit for it.
I'd just like to say that for over a year now, I've been a ruthless piece of shit, especially to the women. This was never supposed to be personal, but I understand that some took it that way. I also understand how that can happen. There are a few, specifically, that I will address more personally in a minute, but first I'd like to say this:
This afternoon, you could say, I had the proverbial moment of clarity. That said, going forward, I won't be talking to you like I have in the past. I won't be kissing your ass either, but I will stop playing the name-calling game. I won't make fun of your pics, and I won't be condescending when you try to express something that's personal to you, especially when it involves death. In fact, I'm going to work to stay out of those conversations all together.
I'm not looking for acceptance from you--I'm just letting you know that I'm done treating you like dirt.
Velvet--I have nothing to say except that I am truly sorry. You are the one I picked on most--mainly because I took advantage of your genuinely good nature.
Pepsi--I am sorry for making fun of you during times when that was the last thing you needed. I was probably the most vicious with you, and for that I am sorry.
Fem--I am sorry for messing with your head and making you think I was your friend, only to turn around the next day and be the polar opposite.
Banana--I am sorry for taking things too far to the point where you stopped laughing.
Again, I'm not looking for acceptance from any of you--this is more just me getting something off my chest and attempting to move forward.
I had something personal happen to me this afternoon. I'm not going into detail, as I wouldn't want someone like me relentlessly giving me shit for it.
I'd just like to say that for over a year now, I've been a ruthless piece of shit, especially to the women. This was never supposed to be personal, but I understand that some took it that way. I also understand how that can happen. There are a few, specifically, that I will address more personally in a minute, but first I'd like to say this:
This afternoon, you could say, I had the proverbial moment of clarity. That said, going forward, I won't be talking to you like I have in the past. I won't be kissing your ass either, but I will stop playing the name-calling game. I won't make fun of your pics, and I won't be condescending when you try to express something that's personal to you, especially when it involves death. In fact, I'm going to work to stay out of those conversations all together.
I'm not looking for acceptance from you--I'm just letting you know that I'm done treating you like dirt.
Velvet--I have nothing to say except that I am truly sorry. You are the one I picked on most--mainly because I took advantage of your genuinely good nature.
Pepsi--I am sorry for making fun of you during times when that was the last thing you needed. I was probably the most vicious with you, and for that I am sorry.
Fem--I am sorry for messing with your head and making you think I was your friend, only to turn around the next day and be the polar opposite.
Banana--I am sorry for taking things too far to the point where you stopped laughing.
Again, I'm not looking for acceptance from any of you--this is more just me getting something off my chest and attempting to move forward.
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It would be nice to see (a softer side of) bdic back 'round these parts.
