[pepsi]

In a little over a month from now I'm going to be a mother. I'm fucken scared. I'm not ready for such a huge responsibility like this. I cant even take care of myself yet I'm going to be responsible for a little girl. What the fuck was I thinking. I never shouldve spread my legs to inpregnate myself. I'm going to be a single mother with a deadbeat father. This is not at all how I pictured having my first child. I'm depressed and extremly disapointed in myself. Anybody want to help out with some baby stuff? jk
I need to do this on my own and force myself to grow up, be mature and act responsible like adult rather then acting like a little child. Sorry bout this pointless thread I just needed to vent out once again acting like the typical pepsi.

[Charon]

Welfare brings down this great country and still we let people in.

[Dr. Lecter]

oh, my sweet, sweet little attention whore.

[Charon]

Seriously Boy or Girl, we're ready to get rid of a bunch of clothes and sending them to someone we know would make us feel all warm and fuzzy.

PM Fairie

[AssDragon]

Take more heroin. It will make things better.

[pepsi]

Welfare brings down this great country and still we let people in.

I'll never go on welfare.

[Bill]

In a little over a month from now I'm going to be a mother. I'm fucken scared. I'm not ready for such a huge responsibility like this. I cant even take care of myself yet I'm going to be responsible for a little girl. What the fuck was I thinking. I never shouldve spread my legs to inpregnate myself. I'm going to be a single mother with a deadbeat father. This is not at all how I pictured having my first child. I'm depressed and extremly disapointed in myself. Anybody want to help out with some baby stuff? jk
I need to do this on my own and force myself to grow up, be mature and act responsible like adult rather then acting like a little child. Sorry bout this pointless thread I just needed to vent out once again acting like the typical pepsi.

I'll still put it in your butt, if that'll make you feel better.

[Blueeyedwoman]

In a little over a month from now I'm going to be a mother. I'm fucken scared. I'm not ready for such a huge responsibility like this. I cant even take care of myself yet I'm going to be responsible for a little girl. What the fuck was I thinking. I never shouldve spread my legs to inpregnate myself. I'm going to be a single mother with a deadbeat father. This is not at all how I pictured having my first child. I'm depressed and extremly disapointed in myself. Anybody want to help out with some baby stuff? jk
I need to do this on my own and force myself to grow up, be mature and act responsible like adult rather then acting like a little child. Sorry bout this pointless thread I just needed to vent out once again acting like the typical pepsi.

You'll be all right, honey. It sounds like you're a bit overwhelmed right now: the antidote for that is always just to take baby steps--one small thing at a time. It'll get better, I promise.

[cLaY]

grow up

[pepsi]

oh, my sweet, sweet little attention whore.

I'll admit I need some right now. I'm scared......

[Gadonkadonk Money Dawg]

Jesus. What are you ten? Sack up and quit thinking about yourself and how shitty your life is. You gave up the right to put yourself first when you got pregnant. Does it suck? Probably. Can you change it? Probably not. Just focus on doing the best to makes the kids life good. Dont turn into another single mother that wallows in her own ocean of self pity and forgets that she is responsible for putting hope in a new childs life. No matter how shitty life gets for you....that child needs to believe life is pretty fucking incredible. Because it can be. Just my 2 cents.

[pepsi]

grow up

Thats exactly what I said I needed to do in the thread I posted.

[Bill]

Jesus. What are you ten? Sack up and quit thinking about yourself and how shitty your life is. You gave up the right to put yourself first when you got pregnant. Does it suck? Probably. Can you change it? Probably not. Just focus on doing the best to makes the kids life good. Dont turn into another single mother that wallows in her own ocean of self pity and forgets that she is responsible for putting hope in a new childs life. No matter how shitty life gets for you....that child needs to believe life is pretty fucking incredible. Because it can be. Just my 2 cents.

Very well said....spoken like somebodys father.

[cLaY]

Thats exactly what I said I needed to do in the thread I posted.

Believe me, you've got it pretty fucking easy if you ask me. You're still living with Daddy, aren't you? What if you were out on your own, paying for child care and working to support that child? You wouldn't know "going crazy" if it smacked you in the twat.

[pepsi]

Jesus. What are you ten? Sack up and quit thinking about yourself and how shitty your life is. You gave up the right to put yourself first when you got pregnant. Does it suck? Probably. Can you change it? Probably not. Just focus on doing the best to makes the kids life good. Dont turn into another single mother that wallows in her own ocean of self pity and forgets that she is responsible for putting hope in a new childs life. No matter how shitty life gets for you....that child needs to believe life is pretty fucking incredible. Because it can be. Just my 2 cents.

When my little one arrives she will believe life is incredible. Didnt I say that i need to take responsibily and stop acting like a child in the thread I posted? Doesnt that count for something? I'm not focusing on myself. I'm trying to better myself now for my girl and take on all the responsibilities that come with it.

[Anhil8tor]

would you post a pic?

[pepsi]

Believe me, you've got it pretty fucking easy if you ask me. You're still living with Daddy, aren't you? What if you were out on your own, paying for child care and working to support that child? You wouldn't know "going crazy" if it smacked you in the twat.

I might be living with my father but dont think I'm living here for free. I pay a pretty good amount with rent and pay some of the other bills around the house as well. So I'd do fine living on my own. In which I will probably do soon considering my father will have another family of his own soon, but thats a different story.

[Fairiedust]

OH yeah and it's gonna hurt....just thought you should know that....get an epideral, and make sure you have wipes/cornstarch/diapers/car seat carrier/bottle/and onesies...sleep whenever you can, that's all you need for now....the hospital nurses will answer your questions....and i recommend this as your bible.

[Gadonkadonk Money Dawg]

When my little one arrives she will believe life is incredible. Didnt I say that i need to take responsibily and stop acting like a child in the thread I posted? Doesnt that count for something? I'm not focusing on myself. I'm trying to better myself now for my girl and take on all the responsibilities that come with it.

No it doesnt. Saying something doesnt mean shit. Actually doing it will count for something.

[Dr. Lecter]

Make sure your doc triples the strength of your post-partum depression meds. You are a prime candidate to kill yourself and your newborn child without strong meds.