[Blueeyedwoman]

In a little over a month from now I'm going to be a mother. I'm fucken scared. I'm not ready for such a huge responsibility like this. I cant even take care of myself yet I'm going to be responsible for a little girl. What the fuck was I thinking. I never shouldve spread my legs to inpregnate myself. I'm going to be a single mother with a deadbeat father. This is not at all how I pictured having my first child. I'm depressed and extremly disapointed in myself. Anybody want to help out with some baby stuff? jk
I need to do this on my own and force myself to grow up, be mature and act responsible like adult rather then acting like a little child. Sorry bout this pointless thread I just needed to vent out once again acting like the typical pepsi.

You'll be all right, honey. It sounds like you're a bit overwhelmed right now: the antidote for that is always just to take baby steps--one small thing at a time. It'll get better, I promise.