Quote:Originally posted by kitty+Mar 15 2004, 10:19 PM--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(kitty @ Mar 15 2004, 10:19 PM)</div><div class='quotemain'> <!--QuoteBegin-velvet@Mar 15 2004, 09:53 PM
You just wrote a big thread saying you were embarrassed about it then you say fuck you to me for saying the same thing .. fine what eva .
you have no idea who I am, what I've been put through, or how good I was to anyone....
why did we even date? for a while, it was really great between us. he was my best friend, the sex was great, and we enjoyed each other.... i couldn't imagine ever being without him. he made me feel safe, and not a day goes by that i wonder what the hell happened.
when people like his sister, his ex, and a few others, decided they would make it their mission to ruin our relationship, it took a toll on us.
yes, i'm very resentful. i don't understand why people would go out of their way to make someone else unhappy, but in the end, they won, and I'm gone.
i wish i had retailiated, i wish i had stood up for myself. but out of respect for him, and to try to ease the constant drama, ironically enough i "let it go" i tried to be the better peson, and all it got me was dumped.
i didn't do anything to anyone. honestly, and bub can confirm that. i sat there like a little bitch, and took all the shit they dished out, and i thought i was doing it to show him how much he meant to me. i'm an aggressive person, an honest person, and i like things to be fair. it was hard to bite my tongue, but i did it out of respect for him.
too bad he didn't have as much respect for me.
live and learn. [/b][/quote]
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