02-12-2005, 07:38 PM
this is an email i received :eek:
just some after-dinner thoughts.......
you call me and tell me to be at your home at 7:30pm on a Friday and to wear lace stockings, high heels and a black, push-up bra. The door is unlocked. i enter, lock the door and hang up my coat on my own. you are seated on the couch in the shadows. the only light in the room comes from the candles. you tell me to get on my knees and crawl to you. when i am between your legs you put your hands on the sides of my face and softly stroke me. you then reach into my bra aand find my hard nipple. you roll it around between your fingertips, pulling and squeezing. abruptly, you let go and tell me to unzip your pants and pull that "big boy" out. You close your eyes and sigh as i grab your cock. you tell me to start licking it slowly......to wet my lips and run them along the very tip, barely touching. i lick up and down the shaft, trailing my hands after, getting it slick with juce before i put my mouth down over the top, pushing my mouth down slowly, trying not to touch the sides of your cock. when i get in as much as i can, i close my mouth around it, tight, creating a suction, a tight wet sucktion, and i suck it..hard....and bring my mouth up slowly still sucking hard on the shaft all the way up. at the very tip, i lick it lightly with the tip of my tongue. then i push your cock up into my mouth, hard and fast, twisting my hands around the base, eating it, sucking it pulling it into my mouth. i let my tongue trail up and down the sides inside my mouth inside the suction i've created with my lips. you then hold my head and thrust into my mouth like it was a pussy. fucking my mouth in and out with this great cock, i'm caught between your hands and can't move...i use my hands to keep your cock from choking me....but you want it to go down my throat......
suddenly you roughly push me away from you and accuse me of trying to make you come before you are ready. you tell me i'm such a bad girl while i'm lying on the floor where you pushed me. you tell me to crawl into your office and climb on the couch with my ass facing the door. you tell me to make sure my ass is bare, you don't want anything to interfere with my punishment.
you come in and tie my hands together, but leave a few inches between them so i can hold onto the back of the couch. you tie my ankles one to each leg of the couch so i am spread open before you. you place a scarf over my eyes to take away my sight.
i hear noises behind and feel a slight breeze on my bare ass just before you strike me with the whip. i scream more from surprise....then again you hit me striking each ass cheek harder and harder. i'm crying out and struggling....you tell me to be still or it will get more painful. you then take a belt and begin striking my ass and thighs, slower but more deliberate. you stop and reach around me to play with my breats, twisting the nipples as you pull and push on them. you ask me if i;m wet.i say yes sir....you reach down and touch me to make sure, putting your fingers deep inside of me as if to draw out more juice from me.
you then put one hand on the back of my head and press me down onto the back of the couch, so my ass has to go higher. you ask me if i want o get fucked...i say yes sir....you ask if i like it hard and i say yes sir you ask if i'm going to be a good girl while you fuck me and come all over my ass....i say yes sir
i suddenly feel your great cock pushing it's way into my pussy, just barely pushing right at the entrance to my wet pussy......then with a huge thrust you are all the way inside me and i scream......you are holding my neck and using my body for leverage as you push inside me as far as you can then pull out almost out....and thrust back inside....i hear your breathing as you push and pull faster and harder beating my body with your cock i'm sreaming as i feel you going deeper inside me...it's as if you were marking me inside i feel you tense and speed your thrusts you say tell me and i say i want your cum i want it all over my big ass ..please sir i feel you tear your cock out of my pussy and then a wet burning on my ass i hear you scream.......
just some after-dinner thoughts.......
you call me and tell me to be at your home at 7:30pm on a Friday and to wear lace stockings, high heels and a black, push-up bra. The door is unlocked. i enter, lock the door and hang up my coat on my own. you are seated on the couch in the shadows. the only light in the room comes from the candles. you tell me to get on my knees and crawl to you. when i am between your legs you put your hands on the sides of my face and softly stroke me. you then reach into my bra aand find my hard nipple. you roll it around between your fingertips, pulling and squeezing. abruptly, you let go and tell me to unzip your pants and pull that "big boy" out. You close your eyes and sigh as i grab your cock. you tell me to start licking it slowly......to wet my lips and run them along the very tip, barely touching. i lick up and down the shaft, trailing my hands after, getting it slick with juce before i put my mouth down over the top, pushing my mouth down slowly, trying not to touch the sides of your cock. when i get in as much as i can, i close my mouth around it, tight, creating a suction, a tight wet sucktion, and i suck it..hard....and bring my mouth up slowly still sucking hard on the shaft all the way up. at the very tip, i lick it lightly with the tip of my tongue. then i push your cock up into my mouth, hard and fast, twisting my hands around the base, eating it, sucking it pulling it into my mouth. i let my tongue trail up and down the sides inside my mouth inside the suction i've created with my lips. you then hold my head and thrust into my mouth like it was a pussy. fucking my mouth in and out with this great cock, i'm caught between your hands and can't move...i use my hands to keep your cock from choking me....but you want it to go down my throat......
suddenly you roughly push me away from you and accuse me of trying to make you come before you are ready. you tell me i'm such a bad girl while i'm lying on the floor where you pushed me. you tell me to crawl into your office and climb on the couch with my ass facing the door. you tell me to make sure my ass is bare, you don't want anything to interfere with my punishment.
you come in and tie my hands together, but leave a few inches between them so i can hold onto the back of the couch. you tie my ankles one to each leg of the couch so i am spread open before you. you place a scarf over my eyes to take away my sight.
i hear noises behind and feel a slight breeze on my bare ass just before you strike me with the whip. i scream more from surprise....then again you hit me striking each ass cheek harder and harder. i'm crying out and struggling....you tell me to be still or it will get more painful. you then take a belt and begin striking my ass and thighs, slower but more deliberate. you stop and reach around me to play with my breats, twisting the nipples as you pull and push on them. you ask me if i;m wet.i say yes sir....you reach down and touch me to make sure, putting your fingers deep inside of me as if to draw out more juice from me.
you then put one hand on the back of my head and press me down onto the back of the couch, so my ass has to go higher. you ask me if i want o get fucked...i say yes sir....you ask if i like it hard and i say yes sir you ask if i'm going to be a good girl while you fuck me and come all over my ass....i say yes sir
i suddenly feel your great cock pushing it's way into my pussy, just barely pushing right at the entrance to my wet pussy......then with a huge thrust you are all the way inside me and i scream......you are holding my neck and using my body for leverage as you push inside me as far as you can then pull out almost out....and thrust back inside....i hear your breathing as you push and pull faster and harder beating my body with your cock i'm sreaming as i feel you going deeper inside me...it's as if you were marking me inside i feel you tense and speed your thrusts you say tell me and i say i want your cum i want it all over my big ass ..please sir i feel you tear your cock out of my pussy and then a wet burning on my ass i hear you scream.......
I realise that I have a past to break with--an accumulation of inertia, wrong, foolishness, rot, junk. A great need of clarification, of mindfulness, or rather, of no mind. A need to return to genuine practice, right effort. Need to push on the great doubt. Need for the spirit. Hang on to the clear light.
Thomas Merton

